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Thursday, October 15, 2009

Stalker and learning

OK, so having a blog is a GREAT way to get what you are feeling into words and they are usually INSIRING words! That is a REALLY good thing, but I feel slightly invasive looking at other peoples blogs! Because I feel like I am reading into their thoughts and their heads and that is KINDA freaky.

I read a friends blog just a few mins ago and I was AW INSPIRED! I read one specific passage about how he was dating for personality, looks, and the love he had for that person and those relationships fell. He wrote about how he KNOWS the next relationship he is in wil be CENTERED around God! I just about freaked......how much he sounded like me. Only I hadn't come to that conclusion until I read what he wrote! I feel like one of my blind spots just left and I can see so well in that area! I should have KNOWN that! I should have known and I didn't. But I learned from what he wrote! I learned alot....I would have NEVER guessed that he had gone through the same things that I have. Relationships getting physical TOO fast, the relationship NOT focused on God, and the feelings behind the choices he made! Obviosuly I don't know EXCATLY what he went through, but from what he wrote, he has been through some of the same and HE learned from it! AND so can I!

But then again, I sort of feel stalkerish because I read that and it was not mine! It's a two way road here and I am walking on both sides! I wonder how long I can keep this up? On the plus side, I am a HUGE art fan....and I LOVE pictures of people!! AND his picture was AMAZING! It was the perfect combo of lighting, color, and positioning! And that is a part of why I feel stalkerish! Because I am looking at peoples pictures and thinking about the lighting, color, and positioning! WEIRD I AM.....CRAZY I AM....stalker.....I hope I am NOT!

Two posts in one day, whatever will I do!

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