New Year and Happiness

New Year.........
HAPPY AKWARD NEW YEAR!!! It's a new year and an AKWARD new year!! LOVES IT!!

Happiness........
I am in love and LOVING IT!! I PRAY that it continues this way! And that NOTHING changes!! I got to see him today and it made me SOOO happy, well it was earlier this morning but still, u get the picture! Anyways, just thought I would make a short one too! I love him! AND I LOVE HIM! AND, I LOVE HIM!!! I LOVE CRISTHIAN!! I do...and I will, forever!! I pray for that!

NIGHT ALL!!!! =) <3 I heart you!

The First Post of the Year

I LOVE HIM IMMENSELY!!

Umm, right as I was writing this I was told that his first entry was about a crush he had on someone else! I am not so sure how I feel about that....AKWARD TIMING!!!! That seems like the right thing to think of! He said that she was just a crush, but this girl happens to be a VERY jealous person. But I am glad that just told me that he felt I had a right to know and that he didn't want to hid anything from me! A good reason to love him! I just think it's funny that RIGHT when I was typing I loved him, he tells me this!! HAHA!

So this one is all random my friends!

Ayla (that's me) is tired of people telling her that she is moving fast....it is making me want ot move faster! And for a NON-patient person like me, I do NOT see that as a good thing! AT ALL!!! HELLO, me NO PATIENT!!!! That would mean all the things I am willing to wait for are becoming harder to wait for because of the fact that my love grows for him each day, even without talking to him AND people are making me want for it even faster, so that I can be with him FOREVER SOONER!! See NOT A GOOD THING!!

Another is that I absolutely HATE being this far from him! I know I love him because of all the things I love about him, but also because I can't stand to be away from him for more than a few days at most! Summer is gonna SUCK!!!

School in two weeks! I SSOOOO wish he could come see me on the 13th but he won't ask that of anyone, it is out of all their ways and honestly neither would I. I just feel a need for him next to me. He makes me feel safe in EVERYWAY!!! I love him for it!!

See you soon, in writting at least!! =)